i just realized something.

i’m not into these things anymore.  and there’s really no single, all-encompassing reason.  it’s difficult enough as it is, trying to explain what you don’t understand in the first place. 

but i suppose it’s because i’ve grown tired of it - like i always do.

i’m tired, is all.

oh, and “absence makes the heart grow… atherosclerotic.”  yeah, that’s the word.  i guess it’s time to leave.

though i’m rather skilled in saying goodbye [or not], i’m not fond of goodbyes.  goodbyes suck.

but there you have it.